we accept the love we think we deserve.– perks of being a wallflower
the shit i come up with.
why can i speak without feeling and feel without speaking? ironically, i literally love using the word ‘literally’ ironically. cryptic messages are cryptic. help me, please. i think i might literally be insane.
autumn is my favorite season.
i just came to the realization that (i believe) i am always in a state of inner-transition while the world around me is transitioning from summer to fall. i can’t quite explain it, but i have this ironically familiar feeling that everything is about to change - and i’m almost certain that whenever i get this feeling it’s during this time of year. there’s no way to be...
thank you, Jesus.
thanksgiving - three things i’m thankful for: 01. my lovely apartment in this lovely city with my lovely roommates. 02. the music of mat kearney, leigh nash, and ellie goulding. 03. my new blanket. :) christmas - three things i want: 01. a significant other / someone who is actually interested in me? 02. a role in a broadway show and/or major motion picture. 03. straight teeth. new...
i'm just a simple man.
a lot of people have told me, recently, that i’m “brave” (or something along those lines) for deciding to move to new york. a lot of people have told me that they admire me for attempting to “follow my dreams” and that they wish they could do the same. and while i’m not trying to be modest and say i’m never courageous and i have no admirable qualities, i...
excerpt from 'after the fall' by arthur miller.
QUENTIN: “there’s one word written on your forehead.” MAGGIE: “what?” QUENTIN: “now.” MAGGIE: “but what else is there?” QUENTIN: “a future. and i’ve been carrying it around all my life, like a vase that must never be dropped. so you can’t ever touch anybody, you see?” MAGGIE: “but why can’t you just hold it...
just a few unbridled thoughts.
most people, myself included, are in a constant state of (at least slight) dissatisfaction and always in a rush to get to next place, the next chapter of their lives. however, the truth is, they will most likely be just as dissatisfied with their surroundings when they get there. the trick is to learn how to embrace your life and your situation despite your dissatisfaction. you should always...